I am due to go to work tonight in the pub and I have just fed the kids and myself pancakes it feels significant that tomorrow is the beginning of lent I feel asthough I am about to start 40 days and nights in the wilderness. The trouble is my journey is going to take longer than that. Most people give up chocolate or crisps for lent I am giving up food. Th more I think about what I am doing the harder I realise it is going to be, so far I havent been able to cope with the hunger of just not eating snacks between meals ( though I havent had any snacks for quite a few days now ) I think just the fact that I will have spent £66 for the week will make sure that I stick to the diet.
I have been reading another blog on here of another woman doing the diet and she has been on it for just over 2 weeks and is doing really well so that is giving me motivation.
Anyone reading this will think that I am mad going on and on about not being able to cope when I havent even started the diet yet, but I know that I am really determined that this will work and yet know how hard it is going to be and at the moment it is my all consuming thought.
