Had to come on and write something as I am really struggling really really struggling I have just served up hot dogs to the kids and you would think they are my most favourite food in the whole wide world. I feel so deprived that I cant have one and am desperate to pop one in my mouth. I know that if I do I will have undone all my hard work and I would hate myself I know that the moment of enjoyment would be extremely fleeting and then I would just be left feeling guilty and totally anoyed with myself. Writing this down has put things into perspective and made me see I am ok not eating I CAN DO THIS!!!!