I am having some real ups and downs with this diet. At the weekend I was feeling really positive and wasnt hungry at all and even found it hard to consume all the food pack. I suppose it was because we were busy out and about. But yesterday I really struggled again I always seem to find Mondays hard. I started to feel really deprived and was in a foul mood with everyone, I was really tierd actually managed to spend alot of the day in bed, when Bronte went to sleep so did I . All my muscles seem to ache not sure why this is, I just felt generally rubbish yesterday and I am SOOOOOOOOO bored with the soups as they all seem to taste the same. How am I ever going to manage another 12 weeks but I know I am going to do it there is no going back now. The only thing that keeps me motivated is I can see the weight coming off on the scales, I think my clothes are getting looser too. My husband said that he thought I was looking better and slimmer in the face which was nice that he had noticed and he said how proud he was of my achievement so far, I think he thought I wouldnt do it. It is weigh in day tonight I dont think i have lost much more since Saturday but that is ok it has only been 3 days.
Bethany is back at school now but she is still suffering with her stomach ache we are all really fed up with it, even the codeine doesnt seem to be helping. The doctor did a urine test at my request but that is even all clear I just wish something would show up that they can fix. We are going back to the doctors tomorrow but I am sure he will just say that it is the gland in her tummy but how long can she expect this to go on for?
